I'll put it in Chinese because I just learned this new sentence pattern, 這個星期，在辛苦也沒有了! Here's a rough translation: this week couldn't be more laborious!
I don't really want to go into too much details, but I'm just overly stressed out!! I still have a nasty cough and yesterday, I went to the Student Health Center and the doctor told me that I have an ear infection which basically makes me feel like I'm going nuts since there's a constant ringing in my ear! Plus, I can't really hear well through my left ear right now because all the sounds are muffled. It's really bugging me! I can't get myself to concentrate, which is really bad (especially this week) since I had an essay draft for my World Literature class due today and tomorrow I have a Biology research paper due, none of which are completed at this time.
I'm not going to blame karma or anyone else for making me feel like this week has been so bad. But if I have to point a finger, it's on myself and NO ONE ELSE! I'm even ashamed that today when I went to have my conference with my World Literature professor, I told him straight up that I didn't complete my draft, so I didn't think there was anything for us to talk about. Then, he told me to sit down anyways and tell him the reason for why I had not finished. And I guess tears started to fill my eyes when I was explaining to him. Even though, he told me that I could just have a draft ready for Monday to peer edit and that I should get some more sleep, I still feel super ashamed of myself! I can't believe I cried in front of my professor!! Now I feel like I'm such a pity/sob story! I don't want to be pitied, why the fuck did my sensitivity have to kick in?! Ugh...
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